About me Mr.Alone Why ?

Hey 4K, Angel, specially the Staffs and people who i destroyed, messed up your trust about me. things happen @@
first i want to say that my English isn't good anymore, cuz i have'nt chance to use it since 2 years. its not as Vietnamese where you can describe your emotions throught words ( or maybe yes but my english bad ). i will try to say what i think and i will not make unban appeal anymore  ( forgiveness ) why ? ( let me speak ). this is not an excuse ( myself see it not an excuse ), whatever you see this topic is, i don't really care.

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more than 2 years. me, myself witness a lot of change inside. yea, alot

back to this time Sun Mar 15, 2020 2:15 am and next Sun Mar 15, 2021 year ( not exact time yall know, i just put mile stone ) i had been lived in negative thinking, what negative: about women, men, specially religious that why it leaked to some of my speech related too very like : '' oh F*ck this religous man, they all bad '' , life, worlds, etc. i had myself being crammed by a lot of informations - which its the truth - but it turn out myself crammed and i become negatived ( as f* ) - yes. but all things came up at that time ( the topic ) because of religious related

after that after few months i got myself even autism because of things i know, it because a Shield - seperate me and the world outside
months after months then year. time spent on reading book, working.
i realized no matter what religious you are in, no matter what the religious does but it turn a bad human into a good human - a dedicated one. its good.
one more thing i learnt: every action you do, there are responsibilities, there is no forgiveness. so what i had done,, i must take responsiblities about that. i will not ask for forgiveness anymore, even in forgiveness month ( days ). i will take responsiblities but this cybernet, internet, idk what to do, giving credit to Angel ? nah, im so sure he won't take.

but after all, i still miss old day specially editing. Vks brought me here because of mapping stuffs. always

yeah, but i need to say what im thinking and say why was that, don't say im mature, no, its a long way dude

I don't really know what happened to you , Alone , but for me you always been a good guy to me

People do change they go through stuff , they don't realize what they do , but i hope you are on your true sense now

I want you to take care of yourself , if you do feel negative there are always positive people sticking with us right?

Well wish you a happy new year , make your new year goals , to think more positive , focus on your life none else.

Good night!

DarKxSideR wrote:I don't really know what happened to you , Alone , but for me you always been a good guy to me

People do change they go through stuff , they don't realize what they do , but i hope you are on your true sense now

I want you to take care of yourself , if you do feel negative there are always positive people sticking with us right?

Well wish you a happy new year , make your new year goals , to think more positive , focus on your life none else.

Good night!

STFU


HI MR ALONE

VandCazane wrote:

DarKxSideR wrote:I don't really know what happened to you , Alone , but for me you always been a good guy to me

People do change they go through stuff , they don't realize what they do , but i hope you are on your true sense now

I want you to take care of yourself , if you do feel negative there are always positive people sticking with us right?

Well wish you a happy new year , make your new year goals , to think more positive , focus on your life none else.

Good night!

STFU


HI MR ALONE

kys ))
btw. just checked im since 2014 OK.
OG

VandCazane wrote:

DarKxSideR wrote:I don't really know what happened to you , Alone , but for me you always been a good guy to me

People do change they go through stuff , they don't realize what they do , but i hope you are on your true sense now

I want you to take care of yourself , if you do feel negative there are always positive people sticking with us right?

Well wish you a happy new year , make your new year goals , to think more positive , focus on your life none else.

Good night!

STFU


HI MR ALONE

add discord so we can talk moron